~Maynard1987

I'm scared today; today being June 2nd or 3rd, I lost track a while ago. I was conversing with so-called "gangstas" and realized what fucking, sick, blood hungry creatures we truely are. I didn't get her name, but she was from Waucoma (which I had to google). She claims, in all her glory, that she parties with gangstas and pretty much associates herself with that lifestyle. I told her I don't run with people like that-people who will take your life away over a verbal confrontation. It's all bullshit. Theres more to life than fragmented piece of illuminating silver encased in this beautiful, seductive gold metal. Fight words with words. I tell myself (knowing the feeble minds of the barbaric, tattoos couldn't possible understand an intellectual debate, or a civilized argument. I ask myself, why the fuck do they have to solve every tiny problem with violence? Whats the point in this? Why would you want to end this human being of flesh and blood; of thought and wisdom, fear and happiness, jealousy and regret, skin? This is all this thing has, why would you ruin such beauty? I know why...Because you're afraid of any attempt at civilization. Any attempt at humanity, as it is. You're afraid to live in a world without hostility; without government or leadership; without rulers or mentors, or false idolization of need. You need to think on your own. Reach through the firey, unmapped, unknown consciousness. Breathe the air given to you through years if evolutionary adaptation. Feel life, feel love. Touch it, be it, live it. Begin your life now...